vogue australia
absolutely gorgeous!
one of the best shots i have seen in a while.
i still love you, damn it.
weheartit
It happened two weeks ago, yet it seems like it happened just yesterday. I had planned to propose moving in together in two weeks, but before I could do that, you left me. Never before have I been hurt that bad. I can't fall asleep anymore, I find it so damn difficult to concentrate on anything.
For the first four or so days I was shocked. I wondered if you ever really loved me. We were together for two years, yet you dumped my by sending me a letter. Yes, a damned letter. I should be angry, I should be furious. I want to be mad at you. But I simply can't. I keep wishing for a bloody time machine so I could just roll back everything we've done and said to each other. I just want you back - I still love you.
I try to think of everything bad that happened between us - I try to cling onto all the bad memories that we shared. And then I suddenly realise - I even miss those. I miss all our fights, I miss how we used to kiss and make up. I wanted to propose to you, I wanted to grow old together. I wanted to give you my life and in exchange I only asked for your love.
The day before yesterday was Christmas Eve. I spent it alone. If things were different, we would have celebrated our decision to move in together that night. But things weren't different. I just can't stand it anymore.
I promised to love you forever, no matter how naive that sounds. And I was going to hold up to that promise. And no matter what - I still will.
I still love you, damn it.
R.
Get The Look: Ashley
1. SMYTHE Dolman Bomber Jacket
2. Sparkle & Fade Long-Sleeved Button Back Sweater Dress
3. Forever21 Sunglasses
4. Forever21 Baguette Trimmed Headband
5. Plush Faux Leather Liquid Leggings
6. Top Shop Woven Front Clutch
7. Jean-Michel Cazabat Walls Wooden Wedge Sandals
glam lamb
a great shot by photographer PHILL TAYLOR- if you haven't already, check out his blog!
kate looks like a little lamb ♥
it scares me
jubsrawr
I guess one could say that I’m scared.
1) I’m scared of loving and getting hurt.
2) I’m scared of losing my independence.
3) I’m scared of new things and the unknown. Like having a boyfriend.
1) There are few things I truly love in this life. My mother and father, my two brothers, my best friend, music, and good food. Those are my true loves. I know that none of these objects of my affection would ever hurt me.There have been a couple of times in my life when a guy has shown real interest in me and I’ve turned him down due to the fear of being put in a vulnerable position. The single time I really, really liked a guy, he just lead me on and ended up making me feel like shit through many douche-y acts. If I wasn’t concerned enough before about this whole love dealio, I certainly was after that idiot came and left my life. The question that’s been asked millions of times before: is love worth all of the pain that will most likely spawn from it? Sure, everything is rosey and sugar-coated at the beginning, but what happens after the honeymoon phase subsides?
2) I’m almost 19. I’ve never been one of those boy-crazed girls. Never really worried about relationships and all of that. But now that there’s another chance for me to get close to a guy, I’m scared of losing my independence. It’s not like I’m a promiscuous girl… that’s the last thing anyone would call me. I’m scared of losing the strength I have as an individual. Where I am now, I feel confident about myself and my abilities, and I’m so scared of putting myself in a position where someone could possibly make me doubt myself. Should I put that on the line just to possibly fall in love?
3) New experiences are scary. The first time I sang alone on stage I was literally about to wet myself. The first time I went on a date, I thought I was going to hyperventilate. The first time I was kissed, the world seemed to tip over and I felt completely out of control – and not really in a good way. Starting a relationship with a guy is completely unknown territory for me. I wouldn’t know how to act, what to do. I don’t even know if I’d be willing to kiss and be kissed at random intervals throughout the day. These are MY lips. I’m scared of being seen, with no make-up on, in harsh daylight. I’m scared of not always smelling good and not always being in peak physical condition. I’m scared of any guy touching me in a way that I haven't been touched before. I’m scared of having to play a part that I don’t know how to play, because all I can be is myself and myself is not a girlfriend.
I try and justify the possibility of turning him down by telling myself that if it takes this much thought, it’s not meant to be. But not every romance begins with love at first sight. Not every couple started out on ideal terms. Yet… I don’t know what to do. The easy thing would be to simply continue doing what I’ve been doing my whole life – nothing. Or I could put everything on the line and just go for it.
I’m not even in love and I’ve just given up hours of sleep to write about it. This worries me. It scares me.
-CK
magnetic
1. Leyendecker Rush Sweater Tunic
2. Rebecca Minkoff Boyfriend Messenger Bag
3. Falke Cotton Touch Footless Tights
4. Alexander Wang Leather Mini Shorts with Lapel Pockets
5. Blu Bijoux Five Ball Triple Finger Ring
6. Report 'Adam' Boot
Li Han - Palais de Tokyo - Paris
" ... My name is Li Han. I study Fashion in Paris.
For me Fashion is a way of Life. Today my look
has a japanese touch. I love to eat and study Fashion.
I hate to be alone in daily life. My message to the world:
Do your best ! ..."
I wear a jacket designed by myself
Hat by H&M
All the rest of my outfit from Hong Kong
My bag is a gift from my mother
Perfume by D
Blouson Noir Girl - Paris
Dans les années 60, les "Blousons Noirs" désignaient des "Bandes de Voyous"
qui aimaient bien se battre avec des chaînes de vélos, le soir dans les environs
de Pigalle ou de la Bastille ... Aujourd'hui, c'est un classique des garde-robes
pour les filles comme pour les garçons. Le problème est surtout de trouver
le modèle qui vous convient fait d'un cuir de bonne qualité, à un prix abordable,
quelle que soit la marque ...
promise me that nothing has changed
unknown
It's the holidays. I guess I never fully expected you to come home by now, but I did fully hope you would.
I think about that hot muggy July day at the downtown Milan station often. & how I cried the entire 3 hour ride back because I didn't know when I would see you again.
The pain then was unbearable. I guess you could say that it has now become bearable. That doesn't mean that I don't think about you everyday and wish that things could have been different.
I can no longer handle the 6000 mile difference. I want to be best friends that love & miss each other. And please just reassure me that I will be the first person you call when you land in L.A. Promise me that nothing has changed.
After everything that I happened, I still think about the way it was in the beginning. & Even though I'm moving on, this doesn't mean that I won't still be here once the circumstances have changed and our stars are finally aligned properly.
Know that I think about you.
Mi manchi, amore mio.
-K
Mlle Haruka - Palais de Tokyo - Paris
J'ai croisé 2 fois Mlle Haruka (voir la photo ci-dessous).
Elle est étudiante en Mode et en français à la "Japan Woman University".
Ses efforts pour écrire en français sur son "Palais de chaillot" sont très touchants,
même si son style est assez particulier. J'aime le côté énigmatique
qui se dégage de certaines jeunes femmes japonaises.
Get The Look: Mary-Kate
1. Twelfth St. by Cynthia Vincent Blanket Sweater
2. Ever Stebbins Tea Dress
3. Giles & Brother Heart Dog Tag Necklace
4. Tylie Malibu Last Night Nomad Hobo
5. Pelle Moda Winona Crisscross Pumps
SPARKLE
after i made THIS post, i was dying to get my nails covered in crystals.
thankfully my friend ann from HOLIER THAN NOW knew of the perfect place!
we both went to VALLEY in nyc last week to get it done.
it's a silver glitter gel manicure with swarovski crystals placed one by one.
it took less than two hours + is supposed to last for weeks.
♥ ♥ ♥
ps- daily candy has a special discount for a manicure at valley! get it HERE!
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